Sitting here in the infusion room waiting for the results of my CBC tests to get my Velcade shot. I’m doing OK, but there’s a woman who apparently is going south fast right next to me … They just put her on oxygen and are going to admit her to the hospital. Before I sat down I watched a little boy curled up in a chair outside the blood draw room while waiting for his mother to get her blood drawn.
I desperately miss my naivete about this world, it’s too fucking much.
And ... Cancer. 